Should i take it easy?

8 months just past like that. With a blink of an eye and I'm already at the stage where expectation of me being able to produce results come rushing in. Can he start contributing to the organization already?

It has been one hell of a rollercoaster for 2015 as far as I'm concerned. I have finally finished my original thesis, graduate with a first class honors, travel to a foreign country with my close buddies, wrap up my convocation, and now. What it looks to be a dream job for many, I's sky-rocketing myself through the year. Looking back at what 2015 has been. What more could I want? I have great company, great relationship with the bosses, great girlfriend, a dream job and everything else that seems to be like a bed of roses.

But I still do wonder, does my presence gives any difference to the market place right now? Trust me, I know that I'm still new into this environment and I'm still learning as well as upgrading myself to be competent day by day but I do wonder myself.

DO I REALLY NEED WHAT I LEARN IN COLLEGE?

Is anybody else facing the same thing as I do? Constantly doing the tug and pull with time until you wished that you could have more than 24 hours in a day.

Or is it that I'm taking life a tad bit too fast?

LIfe of a lone Engineer

They say that the working environment is a wild jungle filled with many uncertainties and hardship. They ain't lying. It true.

It has already been 8 months since a bright looking fresh graduate like me seeking for an adventure in the working world. A 23 year old, leaving the good ol' cozy bed for the very last time, travelling away about 200 kilometers to seek for a great place to belong.

I have to admit, I have actually seen this coming. That I would experience a totally new life, sorta like a "reset" button in life has been pushed. No familiar faces around, new surrounding, new way of working things around (no more spoon feeding) and everything else but normal. Although it has been expected that I would face such circumstances, I am yet to be able to fully taken things under my control.

Is life going to get tougher? YES. but LIFE have to carry on.

Yeap. Life definitely have to carry on. Is that even a question? Time does not wait for you even if you are struggling in life. So what happens now? I truly believe that time is the master of all. It matures you, teaches you that through time and time again when you make a mistake. It will be fine and when you learn your mistake, you will move on and hopefully to push you to greater heights.