Week 1

I have finally started my final semester of my degree course. What a journey it has been. The path where i obtain that scroll was filled with so much adventure. Be it good or bad. It was an experience that would make me never to regret over my lifetime. The phase to adulthood has creeping in ever so quickly and yet I felt no change in the way I act or the way I lead my life.

So should I really get something going? Like a vision or a “What do I see in myself in 10 years time” scheme? Or am I worrying way over the top?

Many have questioned me on how am I going to be when I leave the doorstep of my childhood. Honestly speaking, I am a little afraid of what is going to happen in the next few years. Having a such bleak imagination of what is going to happen gives me a certain chills that I don’t usually have. Well, at least this is at least keeping me sane for now.

Going through life as how it goes may come as an excuse of not looking forward or being afraid to accept the fact that you need to be the way it is. God will always being in there for you to be a light (or at least what everyone say it would be). So will you allow HIM to take control?

 

Honestly, what you got to lose? That’s the only think you could hang on to. He knows your future when no one knows or at least “predict or assume” to know. But the fact to tell everyone or to your loved ones that you do not have a plan but to trust HIM only is nonsensical but yet utter true!!

Well am i explaining about faith or something else that I was actually talking about? I did post a similar writing in which I was contemplating on the course or the suitable University that I should go and look how far has it brought me to. I’m still well and once again going back into a loop where I hesitate to take another step of faith. Because I think when the age catches up, each step takes a bigger load. But does it have to be like that every time?

Productivity productivity

Hitting a high note on productivity does not mean it last.. Having a productive day means having yourself to achieve on what you planned to do for the day. So as for being motivated for a short time being does not means you are able to stay the same for a long period.. So how do you last that long in terms of having that motivation and focus on whatever you are trying to do?

I take the term simply like a marathon. Compared to a sprint, a marathon is no simple task where one has to reserve very much of its physical strength  as well as mental strength to complete the race for a long period of time. So its safe to say that having a productive day is like having a marathon race.

Often people are confused on being motivated and also being productive. One always thinks that if the person wakes up in the morning with a brilliant idea, he or she will work on that for the whole day long. That is true and also not true depending on how the person handle the situation.

It is a common situation where some came up with a quick idea but often find themselves tired or reluctant to move on after they reach an impasse. So how do we do keep that 'adrenaline rush' in us to keep on doing what we do?

GOAL and SATISFACTION

The big question always come in our mind when we have an idea. What are we going to do about it? I love the phrase coming from a book that i read. It says that the word WHY is a very powerful word in influencing the people around you. Instead, why don't we have that very same concept 

A hunger for something fresh

Hunger by definition it is to have a strong desire or craving for. That is what is lacking in most part of our life's journey where we simply tag along with life. Not wanting to know what's new or what can be done. As for engineering, the core belief that was vested in us as to always to keep improving and striving for something new. Yet, we always found ourselves lacking or demotivated by the fact that what we dreamt off will always be to far fetched. Is it true? Are we always dreaming too big? Or are we not doing enough?

There is a saying that when a man stops thinking, he is better off dead or to be deemed useless in the society. Do we still have that hunger in us? 

Sweet holidays....

deng..im lying...this holiday or so called my semester break is not sweet at all...its boring yo~~especially when you are stuck at home and you have ntg to do but to blog about it...how sad right?when time do fly by if you are not having fun at all.I guess my holidays are ending in about a month or so?Luckily i have booked myself to an awesome trip to langkawi with my buddies...Man , it has been ages since i have been there and also on vacation..the last was like 13 years old?6 years already and finally im going on to my very own vacation away from my parents (not that i don't want to be with them)well , it's kinda nice when you will b relaxing with your old friends not to mention your best frens...well , theres only 10 days left to my vacation!!!so let's hope for the best!!

apa ni?

guess my life is less (lifeless - get it?) and i'm back...yup , you heard me..guess nobody is in here (that's the main reason why im back)So. in order to keep myself sane enough for this life i'm gonna write random stuff that is in my head just to keep me out of any trouble...yea..im done with facebook where people keep comment bout stuff that you might like/dislike ...so what the heck , let me just write stuff and nobody can do anything about it ..i think thats why blogs are created right?

So..what are my new obsession this time around??well i have a new digital camera..well sort of..so i'm gonna use this blog as my new hobby of taking photos and hopefully edit them and post it up over here...maybe other stuff that i wanna throw it all out..so bear with me.. :)

cheerio..

i would go wherever You bring me

well...it's been quite a while since i blog....(5 months ago)or even touch this blog...well, im off spm and i really go nothing to do!!!seriously...need to plan out what to do before my holiday ends...no wait...my holiday is like a few months!!!its onli 12 days after the war (spm) and im like rotting in my room...waking up with ntg to do but to eat sleep...poop....u get the point...wanna go out but my wallet seems empty...hahaha...

practically my life is boring ok?

what i really wanna say is....now my schooling life is finally over....WHAT'S NEXT??

i think this question pretty much is in everyone's mind..what should i do now???should i go college??university???work???find a girlfriend???what should i do?????

it seems like most of my friends are on their express ticket to colleges...signing up for A-levels SAM AUSMAT....foundation or whatever acronym you can come out with..but i come to a stand still that...im not going anywhere!!!yet of course...nope...not going for january intakes...haha...taking it slow and steady people...but come to think bout it..what is next for me???is this course really good for me??

these decisions are of course very tough to handle...if you don't take it seriously..it might affect your whole life...maybe you do not get any happiness in your workplace or whatsoever...i think every person would b worried of this

what im saying that all of us should put this unto the hands of God...because He knows what's best for us...that's why you should not be discourage when you do not get to study the course that u thought you would love or you didnt get the scholarship..Like i said..maybe what is happening to you now might be a downfall but it might be a blessing in disguise...who knows right?

therefore, im putting all my choices and worries to Him...because i always believe there would be something good ahead of me...lol

i will go wherever the wind brings me...

that's the quote i always tell others when they ask me bout what im going to study....sounds stupid????think again....

Prayer answered...

You know sometimes you feel like ur life is unfair because you don't something that you wanted or what you wished for....let me give you 1 advise..this is a real thing ok..i aint lying bout this or bragging or whatsoever but there is one person out there who loves you..that is G.O.D If some of you might not know...im a guitar fanatic..wanted to get an electric guitar but was not granted for it due to some ''problems''..anyway..beg my parents for it...nope...told i would be a good boy (so not gonna happen)..nope...told them i gonna study hard...Nope...so yea...tried almost everything a spoilt brat would do...so yea...still zero results...so you know..being a spoilt brat..i asked God for an electric guitar..for those unbelievers out there...u might laugh at this...

''oo..so you're God gonna throw an electric guitar out from heaven???""

''yea right....as if that gonna happen lah''

''you sure or not????....""

yea..that are some the things that u might say...but i know throwing a guitar out from heaven is not gonna happened..as if...takkan a Dhl plane sending an electric guitar to some other country because of shipping will drop out from their cargo plane???haha...that might work...but logically that would be like one in a zillion..anyway after i prayed i got this from the bible....maybe God is trying to tell me something here...

So if you claim that God's promise is for those who obey God's law and think they are good enough in God's sight , then you are saying that faith is useless.and in that case , the promise is meaningless.But the law brings punishment on those who try to obey it.the only way to avoid breaking law is to have no LAW to break!!!!so that's why faith is the key!God's promise is given to us as a free gift.and we are certain to receive it. Romans 4:14-16

for some of you , you might say its irrelevant to my situation...but God did answered my prayer...i got my electric guitar!!!though its from my own money...but its worth every penny that i have saved...so, i still get 50-50 happiness la...hahaha...because i never expect my parents would even let me to withdraw money out of my bank account...hahaha...so...for those people out there trust God and you will surely be bless...but 1 thing for sure..do not think that you could ask anything from God and you will get it because there are things good and bad for you...so you know the drill..hahaha..lets cut this and head over to see my new baby!!..hahah

nice eh??jealous???