Should i take it easy?

8 months just past like that. With a blink of an eye and I'm already at the stage where expectation of me being able to produce results come rushing in. Can he start contributing to the organization already?

It has been one hell of a rollercoaster for 2015 as far as I'm concerned. I have finally finished my original thesis, graduate with a first class honors, travel to a foreign country with my close buddies, wrap up my convocation, and now. What it looks to be a dream job for many, I's sky-rocketing myself through the year. Looking back at what 2015 has been. What more could I want? I have great company, great relationship with the bosses, great girlfriend, a dream job and everything else that seems to be like a bed of roses.

But I still do wonder, does my presence gives any difference to the market place right now? Trust me, I know that I'm still new into this environment and I'm still learning as well as upgrading myself to be competent day by day but I do wonder myself.

DO I REALLY NEED WHAT I LEARN IN COLLEGE?

Is anybody else facing the same thing as I do? Constantly doing the tug and pull with time until you wished that you could have more than 24 hours in a day.

Or is it that I'm taking life a tad bit too fast?

LIfe of a lone Engineer

They say that the working environment is a wild jungle filled with many uncertainties and hardship. They ain't lying. It true.

It has already been 8 months since a bright looking fresh graduate like me seeking for an adventure in the working world. A 23 year old, leaving the good ol' cozy bed for the very last time, travelling away about 200 kilometers to seek for a great place to belong.

I have to admit, I have actually seen this coming. That I would experience a totally new life, sorta like a "reset" button in life has been pushed. No familiar faces around, new surrounding, new way of working things around (no more spoon feeding) and everything else but normal. Although it has been expected that I would face such circumstances, I am yet to be able to fully taken things under my control.

Is life going to get tougher? YES. but LIFE have to carry on.

Yeap. Life definitely have to carry on. Is that even a question? Time does not wait for you even if you are struggling in life. So what happens now? I truly believe that time is the master of all. It matures you, teaches you that through time and time again when you make a mistake. It will be fine and when you learn your mistake, you will move on and hopefully to push you to greater heights.

Week 1

I have finally started my final semester of my degree course. What a journey it has been. The path where i obtain that scroll was filled with so much adventure. Be it good or bad. It was an experience that would make me never to regret over my lifetime. The phase to adulthood has creeping in ever so quickly and yet I felt no change in the way I act or the way I lead my life.

So should I really get something going? Like a vision or a “What do I see in myself in 10 years time” scheme? Or am I worrying way over the top?

Many have questioned me on how am I going to be when I leave the doorstep of my childhood. Honestly speaking, I am a little afraid of what is going to happen in the next few years. Having a such bleak imagination of what is going to happen gives me a certain chills that I don’t usually have. Well, at least this is at least keeping me sane for now.

Going through life as how it goes may come as an excuse of not looking forward or being afraid to accept the fact that you need to be the way it is. God will always being in there for you to be a light (or at least what everyone say it would be). So will you allow HIM to take control?

 

Honestly, what you got to lose? That’s the only think you could hang on to. He knows your future when no one knows or at least “predict or assume” to know. But the fact to tell everyone or to your loved ones that you do not have a plan but to trust HIM only is nonsensical but yet utter true!!

Well am i explaining about faith or something else that I was actually talking about? I did post a similar writing in which I was contemplating on the course or the suitable University that I should go and look how far has it brought me to. I’m still well and once again going back into a loop where I hesitate to take another step of faith. Because I think when the age catches up, each step takes a bigger load. But does it have to be like that every time?

Productivity productivity

Hitting a high note on productivity does not mean it last.. Having a productive day means having yourself to achieve on what you planned to do for the day. So as for being motivated for a short time being does not means you are able to stay the same for a long period.. So how do you last that long in terms of having that motivation and focus on whatever you are trying to do?

I take the term simply like a marathon. Compared to a sprint, a marathon is no simple task where one has to reserve very much of its physical strength  as well as mental strength to complete the race for a long period of time. So its safe to say that having a productive day is like having a marathon race.

Often people are confused on being motivated and also being productive. One always thinks that if the person wakes up in the morning with a brilliant idea, he or she will work on that for the whole day long. That is true and also not true depending on how the person handle the situation.

It is a common situation where some came up with a quick idea but often find themselves tired or reluctant to move on after they reach an impasse. So how do we do keep that 'adrenaline rush' in us to keep on doing what we do?

GOAL and SATISFACTION

The big question always come in our mind when we have an idea. What are we going to do about it? I love the phrase coming from a book that i read. It says that the word WHY is a very powerful word in influencing the people around you. Instead, why don't we have that very same concept 

A hunger for something fresh

Hunger by definition it is to have a strong desire or craving for. That is what is lacking in most part of our life's journey where we simply tag along with life. Not wanting to know what's new or what can be done. As for engineering, the core belief that was vested in us as to always to keep improving and striving for something new. Yet, we always found ourselves lacking or demotivated by the fact that what we dreamt off will always be to far fetched. Is it true? Are we always dreaming too big? Or are we not doing enough?

There is a saying that when a man stops thinking, he is better off dead or to be deemed useless in the society. Do we still have that hunger in us? 

Sweet holidays....

deng..im lying...this holiday or so called my semester break is not sweet at all...its boring yo~~especially when you are stuck at home and you have ntg to do but to blog about it...how sad right?when time do fly by if you are not having fun at all.I guess my holidays are ending in about a month or so?Luckily i have booked myself to an awesome trip to langkawi with my buddies...Man , it has been ages since i have been there and also on vacation..the last was like 13 years old?6 years already and finally im going on to my very own vacation away from my parents (not that i don't want to be with them)well , it's kinda nice when you will b relaxing with your old friends not to mention your best frens...well , theres only 10 days left to my vacation!!!so let's hope for the best!!

apa ni?

guess my life is less (lifeless - get it?) and i'm back...yup , you heard me..guess nobody is in here (that's the main reason why im back)So. in order to keep myself sane enough for this life i'm gonna write random stuff that is in my head just to keep me out of any trouble...yea..im done with facebook where people keep comment bout stuff that you might like/dislike ...so what the heck , let me just write stuff and nobody can do anything about it ..i think thats why blogs are created right?

So..what are my new obsession this time around??well i have a new digital camera..well sort of..so i'm gonna use this blog as my new hobby of taking photos and hopefully edit them and post it up over here...maybe other stuff that i wanna throw it all out..so bear with me.. :)

cheerio..

i would go wherever You bring me

well...it's been quite a while since i blog....(5 months ago)or even touch this blog...well, im off spm and i really go nothing to do!!!seriously...need to plan out what to do before my holiday ends...no wait...my holiday is like a few months!!!its onli 12 days after the war (spm) and im like rotting in my room...waking up with ntg to do but to eat sleep...poop....u get the point...wanna go out but my wallet seems empty...hahaha...

practically my life is boring ok?

what i really wanna say is....now my schooling life is finally over....WHAT'S NEXT??

i think this question pretty much is in everyone's mind..what should i do now???should i go college??university???work???find a girlfriend???what should i do?????

it seems like most of my friends are on their express ticket to colleges...signing up for A-levels SAM AUSMAT....foundation or whatever acronym you can come out with..but i come to a stand still that...im not going anywhere!!!yet of course...nope...not going for january intakes...haha...taking it slow and steady people...but come to think bout it..what is next for me???is this course really good for me??

these decisions are of course very tough to handle...if you don't take it seriously..it might affect your whole life...maybe you do not get any happiness in your workplace or whatsoever...i think every person would b worried of this

what im saying that all of us should put this unto the hands of God...because He knows what's best for us...that's why you should not be discourage when you do not get to study the course that u thought you would love or you didnt get the scholarship..Like i said..maybe what is happening to you now might be a downfall but it might be a blessing in disguise...who knows right?

therefore, im putting all my choices and worries to Him...because i always believe there would be something good ahead of me...lol

i will go wherever the wind brings me...

that's the quote i always tell others when they ask me bout what im going to study....sounds stupid????think again....

Prayer answered...

You know sometimes you feel like ur life is unfair because you don't something that you wanted or what you wished for....let me give you 1 advise..this is a real thing ok..i aint lying bout this or bragging or whatsoever but there is one person out there who loves you..that is G.O.D If some of you might not know...im a guitar fanatic..wanted to get an electric guitar but was not granted for it due to some ''problems''..anyway..beg my parents for it...nope...told i would be a good boy (so not gonna happen)..nope...told them i gonna study hard...Nope...so yea...tried almost everything a spoilt brat would do...so yea...still zero results...so you know..being a spoilt brat..i asked God for an electric guitar..for those unbelievers out there...u might laugh at this...

''oo..so you're God gonna throw an electric guitar out from heaven???""

''yea right....as if that gonna happen lah''

''you sure or not????....""

yea..that are some the things that u might say...but i know throwing a guitar out from heaven is not gonna happened..as if...takkan a Dhl plane sending an electric guitar to some other country because of shipping will drop out from their cargo plane???haha...that might work...but logically that would be like one in a zillion..anyway after i prayed i got this from the bible....maybe God is trying to tell me something here...

So if you claim that God's promise is for those who obey God's law and think they are good enough in God's sight , then you are saying that faith is useless.and in that case , the promise is meaningless.But the law brings punishment on those who try to obey it.the only way to avoid breaking law is to have no LAW to break!!!!so that's why faith is the key!God's promise is given to us as a free gift.and we are certain to receive it. Romans 4:14-16

for some of you , you might say its irrelevant to my situation...but God did answered my prayer...i got my electric guitar!!!though its from my own money...but its worth every penny that i have saved...so, i still get 50-50 happiness la...hahaha...because i never expect my parents would even let me to withdraw money out of my bank account...hahaha...so...for those people out there trust God and you will surely be bless...but 1 thing for sure..do not think that you could ask anything from God and you will get it because there are things good and bad for you...so you know the drill..hahaha..lets cut this and head over to see my new baby!!..hahah

nice eh??jealous???

It's time

well...ppl is saying my blog is dead but let me tell you this...my blog is........................err...kinda dead la...so hahaha...no comments...Its bout time i release my own written song...heheh..dun believe i can do it??actually i cant myself either..i actually got inspired after watching a movie...anyone heard of August Rush??its bout an orphan who tries to find his parents through music..and you've guessed it..using guitar...sort of....so bla bla bla.....i will show you how great the movie is later k??hahaha..cause now it's all bout my song...wrote this for like 1 night only...so you know la...doesn't reach up to the standard..but WHO CARES?HAHA..here it goes

It's Time

When i look into your eyes
I see the both of us , doing what's right
And i hope that you are the one
Shine my life , Give me strength

We were both so young
We wouldn't care what the future hold us
And i think it's time to tell
tell me now , tell me now

Pre-chorus
I can't hold back this feeling anymore
and i hope you'll understand

Chorus
Cause i love you and that is the truth
My heart , longs for you now
It's time , it's time to tell you the truth
I'm not gonna run away
Cause it's time
it's time
it's time (2x)

(repeat chorus)

wanna know how it sound like??????do join my school IU day la....hahaha..

Gong xie Gong xie......

Hey guys...sorry bout the (quite late) post...had so much fun during Cny...bad part is...the ang pow got lesser la...blame who??blame the gov**nment la...for poor economy...anyway...hahaha..i would love to take this opportunity to wish to all (faithful) visitors to my blog..i know..its like only err...2 and a half people???hahaha..anyway..(wanna syok sendiri) HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS...have a great year ahead of you especially to those who are taking S*M this year...hahaha...i better press the cluth now and head for 5th gear so theat i could boost my confidence over my studies...haha..i dun wanna lose my future indeed...let my hardwork make a way for my future Tm...haha..obsessed with the love guru..anyway..study hard man..its gonna be a tough year ahead of all form 4 and 5..same to those who are working..


Go bimbo baby.....haha

bimbo hippo RULES!!!

PS:THIS IS ONLI 90% OF THE STANDARD..PLS DO COMMENT!!!..HAHA

Boycott...a real deal??

if you haven't know..our country has alleged a boycott over the united states over the issue regarding the violence over in Israel...when i read bout the part where they started to create havoc by making a demonstrations in the city..burning stuff like the flag (not gonna say which)...haha..then there was Indonesia who wanted to send their so called ''holy warrior'' to Gaza to fight for peace..and the best part is...there are equipped with bamboo sword..oo kkk...im not so sure whether they are making a metaphoric (correct?)expression that they are willing to fight for them or there are really meaning it..i mean..i know the term fight fire with fire..but with bamboo sticks?????hahaha..they are like going into the battlefield unarmed ready to get kill..its like fighting the soldiers with "lastik" or slingshots...what is really bothering me is that..its not about who is not doing their job keeping peace in the country..its about the innocent lives that is being killed each day..so stop blaming man..dun blame others when u are not capable of doing it..why all the boycott thing..do you think that by stopping the purchase of coca cola can make an impact to the people in the states???no!!!course not...you think they will say something like ''dude, those people over in Asia is not drinking coke man...we should help those in Israel''if you think that is easy...then im pretty sure i can ask anything from them next time...hahaha...if i could reach out to those in the demonstration i would say something like this...haha

"hey you people, you wanna stop the fighting in Israel??join the army la mangkuk....then you yourself can fight for peace"

see...its that simple..i think if they heard this...they would probably run away..or maybe put me into I*A...HAHAHA...so yea...time to refresh their thoughts and perspective towards this...

PEACE....

New year to-do list..

ok ok i know its already a new year and everyone has its own new year's resolution right??oh there are some who are too lazy to make one..well , anyhow its never too late to make one eh??hahaha..so here is my so called ''to do list'' for this year.....hehe..

1st up:

you know la...Spm year what..of course study hard...everyone must have been putting this first in the list eh??haha..

2nd:

lose some weight....i know i know...you must be laughing now eh..thinking whether i can do it or not....nevertheless..i would..sorry..i must do it...haha

3rd:

enhance my guitar skills...not so sure whether i could do this or not..but i wish to be part of the music ministry in YA..haha

4th:

get into NS????hahaha...i must be crazy right??NOO...hahaha...love to join the tough camp...uniforms and best of it..it helps for my scholarship..

5th:

represent klang in badminton...this year mssd is coming up early....and i do wanna play till the states level..reason??scholarship again???nah....its just for the fun of the sport..

6th:

oh great...i almost forgot the most important thing in my or maybe our lives....DRIVE....haha

so i think that is my to do list for this year (currently)...so yeap...need to pull my socks up already as it is gonna be a bumpy ride ahead eh...what u call that...when the going gets tough the tough gets going...hahaha...

and oh yeah..not to forget..i was thinking of make a new segment in my blog..i know..its kinda boring now eh??so im thinking of posting some songs which will be played by me and my guitar...so...need some suggestions.....haha..though there is so little visits i got..

my baby....

some of my melaka trip pics..more to come :)

Happy Burpday !!!

maybe u can say that im forced to do this but...Happy birthday to my two (can say close la) friends...MIchy and also SHu ee.....i got some word of advice to u guys if u are reading this...Shu ee no 1. i know u are getting ur liscense and all...but don't come bragging to one of us that u can drive..hahaha..No. 2.and not because of no. 1 u come and knock me with your car alright???hehehe...MIch...i got one word for u.....sshhoo_tt. im out of time...hehehe..try to look closer and u will know what i mean...hehehe..anyway..have a great year ahead..God bless

PS:please fill in the blank...

hot isn't she??hehe :P

Back by popular demands?

ok fine...u guys win...well its a new year i guess and everything is new again..you know..new post??more new post??and most of all...more new post eh??i think u guys have been frustrated for having 4 post in my blog in a year...hahaha...well its great to back to the blogging world..but im still very dry on ideas???hahaha..any way..thanks to the guys or girls who manage to nag me back in to this..you know like MIch (fyi u still short)....hahaha..and yea some of my friends..so if there is any ideas u wanna give...pls do so..hahha..Happy new Year!!!

smile always......

and

cheers mate...

Photography skills???

hey ppl..just want to update you guys with some pictures i took during my outing to Putrajaya...try to give comments on those pics because im still kinda amateur in photography skills...

my vain friend from church..haha

the prime minister's office..big eh??

i do not know what flower is this but it's nice right??haha

picture of a speed boat moving further away..

well that's all the picture that i think it's nice...do drop some comments on the pic...

Life of a blind person

well..i cant really say that im actually blind but as u all know i wear glasses...With no glasses in one whole week really teaches me something important about life...When someone got something in their hands, they tend to take things for granted..just like my glasses..when i had my glasses..i do take things for granted..such as not paying attention in class..when my glasses broke..i felt like a blind man who is lost in the world...i can't see anything that is in front or even recognizing a person who is right beside me....my whole world is blur..i started complaining bout stuff that is stupid..and i even think that why am i going for classes when i cant even see a thing??then God struck me with this..A blind man is 10 times worse than me and yet they could continue life as a normal person..i am not completely blind yet and i already give up that easily..well my point is..the road is far away from us..there are ups and downs in life...and when we fall..never give up on life because there is always a way for you to stand up and continue walking in this long long road ahead...a blind person can...why couldn't u?so..never give up and keep moving forward...





ps:yp...dun think im writing bout u ok...

Proton...cares for ur safety...

i have been searching over the net and finally i caught up with this...for all u crazy drivers out there..it might be a valueble lesson.for all of u who dont drive..please buckle up ur seat belt..Proton cares for all!!!hahaha...even for those who do not live......

Victory is mine!!!

At last..the wait is finally over...our road towards form 3 has finally come to an end..as i walked into the school hall..waiting anxiously for the cert that will be the deciding factor for all form 3 students..the moment i have been waiting for....and yes..a great sign of victory..i have achieved the impossible as i saw my principal's facial expression...and there it was..7A is written onto the piece of paper...although the paper was not all fancy..but it was priceless...a punch in the air is all i got to show the joy that i had in me..before i gone off nuts..u need a mom to teach a baby how to walk right???so i lik to thank u all the teachers who had taught me...although there are some controversies...hahaha..i would also lik to congratulate all my friends who have too achieved great results...and those of u..who are dissapointed for their results....dun b..because God has planned it that way..so dun b upset..i would also b glad to say that...

great victory comes in great sacrifies

remember this...someday it might b useful...hahaha!!

refreshed.....

Well..wat can i say..welcome to my blog??haha...sorri bout the past blog...its dead alrite..jus leave it..hahaha..send ur comments bout the post..i will try my best to post a great story or something lik that...enjoy!!and keep the comments coming!!haha..